if it's not about me,

why am I the one that's in so much pain?

why is it me that's never enough?

why is it me that's always working but unrecognised?

why can't anything i do be for myself? 

Yes. i'm selfish.

Yes. i'm very much imperfect. 

I can't find anything good that's desirable in myself. 

i admit it. i just can't help myself. 

i don't care anymore. 

thanks for ruining my self esteem. 

i know well i'm not worthy of anything. 

besides, i might have never existed anyway.