storms and thunders.

my mind is a storm.
my head is full of thunder.
i can't think.
my thoughts are suffocating me.
i'm drowning in a sea of emotional agony.
alone and uncared for.
i'm okay, i say aloud.
i'm anxious, i whisper soft.
i'm full of chaos and total destruction, i admit to myself.
will i ever find the eye of this storm?